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Updates!! <3

Hi guys! Im sorry for the lack of new content, school’s really been kicking my ass lately- Im going to try and establish a schedule for posts and stick to it :)

until then, have a pretty pictures from the bus ride to school bc maybe living in the country isn’t so bad, at least for now :)

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He just didn’t like me that much ✰ J.P x fem!reader

pt.2 pt.3

platonic!sirius x fem!reader (like they have a cute brother sister relationship 🙏 because we stan a protective padfoot)

prompt: this (honestly i love her and this gave me so much inspiration and i’m in the mood for some angst)

requested: yes/no

warnings: ANGST like so much angst! seriously this doesn’t have a happy ending lmao 😭 swearing, crying, kind of dickhead james- just a ickle bit 🤏 a bit of lily slander (i love lily 😭 i’m sorry lily 😭 marry me lily 🙏) i need to stop with emojis. of course the first thing i write of james is angst. lemme know if i missed anything.

summary: james wants to make lily jealous, y/n has obviously had a crush on him for forever, he starts hanging out with her instead of pining after lily to make her jealous. when it works, y/n feels like an idiot for not realising sooner.

i have to say this isn’t my best executed idea, but tbh this is probably one of my favourite things i’ve written- i just love it

james potter knew he had to change his approach of getting lily to at least tolerate him. ‘jealousy is a powerful emotion’. padfoot had told him this hundreds of times, though he obviously meant a random hookup, james did consider this. he realised it was actually a very smart idea, but not the way he meant.

replacing his normal ‘chats’ with lily for ‘touchy giggles’ with someone else would surely be smart. right?

y/n l/n was a well known friend amongst the marauders, her and sirius sharing similar upbringings and swiftly becoming lifelong friends meant she hung around them a lot. in her time with them, she grew some strong feelings for a certain james potter, and he thought he could use this to his advantage. james never realised that what y/n had wasn’t some ‘school girl crush’, she was in love with him. the only person who knew this was sirius, and it pained him to see his best friend hurt, especially when she was so much better for james than lily. but he couldn’t see it, he couldn’t understand that y/n was always there for him. every time he cried over lily. every time she rejected him. every time he needed help coming up with something to say to her. every. single. time.

james told remus about his plan, who was incredibly sceptical. “james, are you sure this is a good idea? she really likes you… is it smart to lead her on?” this caused james to pause, thinking for a moment he decided “sirius hugs her. sirius puts his arm around her. sirius pushes her hair behind her ear. sirius kisses her cheek, and her forehead. i won’t do anything he doesn’t do, i wouldn’t consider it ‘leading her on’… simply ‘growing our friendship’.

remus had a very bad feeling about this, but in some way james had a point. although he knew y/n would interpret his ‘overly friendly’ behaviour as more.

weeks went past, and james and y/n were growing closer than ever before, she felt as though he finally forgot about his ever growing feelings for lily, and finally realised she was right there. she was happy. every time he’d push her hair behind her ear, she couldn’t help but giggle slightly, feeling a blush tint her cheeks. one day, he used this to his advantage. the two were in the library, studying for some test coming up, and lily was opposite them, glaring. she realised she should have just admitted her feelings before he moved on. she realised she needed to act soon, before it was too late. when he pushed her hair behind her ear, that was her breaking point. she walked up to them, plastering a fake smile on her face when she looked at y/n, and politely asked james “hey, is it alright if we meet up later? i need to talk to you?”. he almost leapt out of his chair in joy “yeah of course, where abouts?” they mutually decided just to talk in a quiet corner of the common room before she made a swift exit.

“y/n/n i’ll see you later alright?” she nodded sadly, feeling like he’d fall for her all over again, not realising he never stopped. “yeah… yeah that’s fine” he left quickly, this time without a forehead kiss, unlike all the other times he’d say goodbye to her. she shook it off ‘he’s just in a hurry’ she thought.

when he got to his dorm, he saw moony sitting on his end and rushed to him. “yes! moony i told you my plan would work! lily asked to see me later, she asked to talk to me. the day has finally arrived!”. sirius, who was sitting on his bed, was admittedly a little confused. ‘plan what plan?’ he couldn’t help but wonder. when james left to talk to lily, he went over to remus. “what was james’ plan to get lily to talk to him?”sirius had a bad feeling, he needed confirmation that his suspicion wasn’t correct. but unfortunately life doesn’t work like that. “before you get mad at me, i tried to convince him not to do it.” sirius nodded, jaw clenched before he asked once again “what plan, moony?” the brief pause scared sirius, before remus blurted out “james realised he needed to replace the time he spent pining after lily with flirting with someone else. i tried to get him to choose some 5th year that has a slightly obsessive crush on him, but he said it wouldn’t work if it was obvious. he decided to make it believable he had to use y/n, everyone knows she likes him. i swear sirius i thought he’d forget about lily and realise y/n/n was better for him, i honestly didn’t think it would work.”

sirius was beyond mad, so he went downstairs to the common room, only to find a certain brunette boy making out with none other than lily evans. then, what he saw next broke his heart. y/n walked in through the portrait hole, and stopped when she saw them. she felt frozen. tears began to prick in her eyes at the realisation. he used her. he tricked her into thinking maybe they could be something. everything was still always about lily fucking evans. sirius rushed over to her, engulfing her in a hug. “i’m so sorry” she just sniffled into his chest “did you know?” she asked timidly, afraid to speak any louder. “no, i swear, i never would have let him do it” she just nodded and held onto him tighter. “let’s get you upstairs, yeah?” she nodded once again, and let him guide her to his dorm. he didn’t know what to do… he didn’t know whether to punch james, or to hex him. to let y/n cry, or make her sleep. he didn’t know what to do. his two best friends, one of them hurt the other, who happened to be in love with him. james fucked up, and now sirius didn’t know what to do anymore.

after about an hour of y/n talking a ‘sad shower’ where she contemplated everything she thought she knew, and what she knows now, she came back into the marauders dorm, wearing one of sirius’ hoodies and some of her own joggers she left there a couple weeks ago. “how you feeling bubs?” sirius asked, to which she shrugged and said “like shit. but hey, at least he’s happy y’know. he got what he wanted, that’s all that matters right?” he shook his head “not if his happiness is at your expense. he shouldn’t have tricked you like that.” the conversation swiftly ended, and she snuggled up into sirius’ bed. oddly enough, everyone in the room hoped james stayed in lily’s tonight. they all knew y/n would want to be with sirius, but they also knew her seeing james would end in more tears, lots of shouting, and maybe a punch and a hex from sirius. heck, maybe even from y/n herself.

ten more minutes later, just when sirius had nearly coaxed y/n to sleep, james walked in. he was whistling that silent little whistle one does when they’re over the moon, that was, until he saw the look on sirius’ face.

“what. the. fuck. james?” he looked at him confused, even though he realised what was going on. sirius found out. “look, mate, before you say anything-“ he was cut off “no! don’t ‘look, mate’ me. why did you have to do that? i get it, you like lily, but use some 5th year that’ll get over it, not someone that’s liked you since they knew you!”

at this point, y/n got out of bed and decided to face james herself. “congrats james, i hope she makes you real happy” she spoke just above a whisper, sarcasm evident in her tone. he didn’t realise she’d be here. “you saw?” he asked, voice breaking ever so sightly, he had to admit, he did feel bad. but it was just a crush… right? “yes, james i saw. thank you, by the way. didn’t make me feel like an idiot or anything!”. he shook his head “i really am sorry y/n, but it’s just a crush. it’s not like your in love with me.” he said, admittedly, quite harshly. y/n shook her head “yeah… yeah it’s ok. cause it’s not like i’ve been in love with you since third year. it’s not like my ‘feelings’ for you matter. they’re just some stupid crush right?” he stood there stunned, y/n loved him?

“james i wasn’t mad that you loved lily. cause i kept telling myself you were the right person, it was just the wrong time. i convinced myself that give or take a few years you’d get over this obsession and realise that i love you! but then you didn’t. and i realised that it wasn’t your fault i fell in love with someone who just didn’t like me that much! but then you did this. james, if you want to get the girl, don’t use me as collateral damage. don’t treat me as some tart you can wave around just to get lily’s attention! because now? now i am mad james! now i’m fucking furious. because i’m not some meat on a bone you can tempt your bitch with!”

when she said that, something in him turned red. “don’t talk about her like that!” y/n turned to look him in the eye, tears falling from hers. “of course! your still thinking about lily fucking evans. the world doesn’t revolve around her james! you can’t get pissed at me for being pissed at you and the girl you used me to get! that’s not how life works. i’m allowed to be mad at you! i’m allowed to be mad at her! because she didn’t realise how great you were until, for once, lily evans didn’t get everything she wanted. she didn’t have you. and then she wanted you. do you see how fucked up this is james?!” y/n couldn’t stop crying, she felt stupid. she felt angry. she felt upset. she felt used. and she felt betrayed. sirius took her into his arms, she was clearly no longer able to form a coherent sentence. “mate, you fucked up. and you’re gonna need to apologise, tomorrow. or maybe in a week. i don’t care! but she needs her friends right now, so either stick to your bed, or sleep in the common room, or lily’s room. i’m mad at you. you may be my best friend, but i currently need to be with my sister. so we’ll talk about this in the morning. but please. just let her get some sleep”

james nodded, looking down. that was the first time sirius called y/n his sister. normally it was always ‘she’s like my sister’. and if there was one thing sirius was protective over, it was his chosen family. especially y/n. he knew he made a mistake, but there was sort of him that couldn’t shake the fact that lily evans liked him. because of course, when y/n was at her worst, the only thing james could think about, the only thing he could ever think about, was lily fucking evans.

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[softzhongli]

summary: a closer look at the most exclusive group chat in all teyvat. we have two oblivious idiots in love, two horny bastards afraid of their feelings, a grumpy cat and his sunshine boyfriend and one very single and tired girl... among many many others warnings: swearing, probably some angst info: crack fic, multi-chaptered, social media au, not much difference they just have phones lmao pairings: childe x kaeya // xiao x venti // zhongli x diluc + lumine and other characters requests: open posted: 12/02/2022 a/n: i wrote a written-fic part for xiaoven and chaeya so i couldn’t just leave zhongluc without one and here we are haha also! thoma, welcome to the chaos! tbh i don’t really have an idea for him as of now but i just wanted to add someone new so we’ll just go with the flow lmao

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CHAT: #AntiKaeyaGuild ⮡  members: lumine / diluc / xiao / venti / childe / kaeya / zhongli / thoma

lumine: @kaeya you asshole

kaeya: hello to you, too

lumine: why didn't you tell me you're in liyue????

kaeya: sorry, mom

lumine: bitch

kaeya: and how did you know I'm here?

lumine: I've run into childe a few hours ago and figured out

lumine: that the "things" you were busy doing were in liyue

kaeya: details 🙄

kaeya: are you still with childe?

lumine: yeah

kaeya: tell him to come back

kaeya: I'm lonely 🥺

lumine: ew

lumine: you're awfully clingy for someone who's NOT in a relationship

kaeya: and how would you know that?

lumine: i'm taking childe away from you

lumine: fuck u

kaeya: lol try

kaeya: @childe babe come back to bed, I'm cold

kaeya: also

kaeya: we were supposed to do that puzzle together!

lumine: omg

lumine: I've never seen two "single" people being more married than you two clowns

childe: omw

lumine: HE'S LITERALLY RUNNING

lumine: ISTG

lumine: imagine being this exited over doing a puzzle together

lumine: 🤢🤢🤢

kaeya: weren't you supposed to be with diluc anyway?

lumine: did you really think I'd spend time with diluc here?

lumine: he was gone as soon as we stepped into town

kaeya: zhongli simp strikes again

lumine: lmao

diluc: could you PLEASE stop talking about me

lumine: he said please and it still sounds like a threat

kaeya: this gives me strong venti's "I'll destroy you if you disturb xiaoven time" vibes

lumine: aw baby diluc's on a date with his sweetheart zhongli, so cute

diluc: @lumine you're banned from angel's share

lumine: wait, no!

kaeya: lmaooo

childe: @kaeya you wanted me back here, stop texting

lumine: he's already there? damn that simp's fast

lumine: I'm surrounded by weak simps and it's disgusting

childe added thoma to the group.

lumine: 😳

childe: you were saying?

thoma: oh, hi guys!

thoma: @lumine it’s been a while!

lumine removed thoma from the group.

kaeya: OMG

childe: lmao

diluc: that was rude

lumine: shut up and go drink wine with your future husband

kaeya added thoma to the group.

kaeya: sorry about her

kaeya: she's just like that

thoma: she seemed rather cool when we met

childe: love the blooming friendship and all but @kaeya put the phone down we're busy

thoma: oh, you're finally together? congrats!

childe: ...

kaeya: bye

kaeya removed thoma from the group.

childe: ???

lumine: WHY????

lumine: 😭😭😭

childe added thoma to the group.

lumine: WHY WOULD YOU REMOVE THOMA, MY BELOVED

lumine: oh...

lumine: ☠️

thoma: #StopRemovingThomaChallenge?

kaeya changed group name to "THOMA MY BELOVED 🖤"

lumine: I'LL SHAVE YOUR HEAD

lumine: childe won't be able to hide you

lumine changed group name to “R.I.P. KAEYA ☠️”

childe: lmao this group chat changes names at an alarming pace 

thoma: im so confused

diluc: better get used to it

zhongli: yes, they're rather an interesting bunch

diluc: by the way @zhongli sorry for being on my phone so much

zhongli: i don't mind

"But next time you can just say that to my face." Zhongli chuckled slightly and Diluc's head immediately went up to look at him.

“Sorry.” Diluc mumbled, putting his phone away. “The notifications were bugging me.” He explained himself quickly.

“Like I said. I don’t mind. But I must admit, I do prefer it when I have your full attention.” Zhongli smiled and if it was possible, Diluc would definitely melt in the spot. That smile was, without questions, something he loved about Zhongli the most.

And yeah, he did love Zhongli. It wasn't really a secret. He never truly denied it when someone - Kaeya or Lumine most of the time, was teasing him about his feelings. He just didn’t like being put on the spot like that. More concerned about Zhongli’s reaction than anything else. He wasn’t a little kid anymore, or in this situation, he wasn’t like Kaeya, who just played dumb to run away from his feelings. No. He was quite sure and secure in what he felt for the man sitting across from him right now. 

The problem was, he didn’t know what Zhongli’s feelings were for him. Zhongli was one of the nicest, kindest and overall one of the best people he knew. And it was a good and a bad thing. Of course, it’s good to be friendly with everyone, to make others feel good on your presence but on the other hand... Diluc was jealous. As much as it hurt him and his pride to admit, he was jealous of all those people Zhongli was close with. Because it didn’t help the mixed signals he was receiving. Just like in that moment, when Zhongli said he likes to have Diluc’s full attention. With the intensity of his gaze, then tone of his voice and that smile... how could he not hope for Zhongli to meant in a more than just a friendly manner.

“Then you shall have it.” Diluc said eventually, after all those moments just looking at Zhongli in silence. Desperately searching his calm, warm, beautiful face for any signs of hinting at something more. “So. What do you think about the wine?” He decided to change the subject, the satisfied smile Zhongli shown him, suddenly feeling a little bit too suffocating, and his own face blushing unnecessarily hard.

“It’s very good. As always. You have yet to disappoint me with whatever you bring me.” At this point Diluc was sure the smile on Zhongli’s face was not going away and as much embarrassment it was bringing him he was almost proud it was his company that brought it on.

“I hope the day never comes.” He said it too quickly, he knew he was too eager but he just couldn’t help himself. The thought of Zhongli’s disappointed face scared him and made his heart clench. He truly wished he’d never have to see it.

“I’m positively sure it won’t. You could never disappoint me, Diluc.” Did someone just shot him straight through the heart? Diluc wouldn’t be able to say and it wouldn’t even matter because the way Zhongli said his name almost made his heart leap out of his chest and run to Zhongli. It was where it belonged and there was nothing Diluc could do about it anymore. No other person in this world could made him feel the way Zhongli did.

It was almost three years now since they’ve met and almost two since Diluc’s heart first skipped a beat just at the mere mention of his name. Throughout this time Diluc took every opportunity to travel to Liyue whenever he could. Didn’t matter if it’s a work stuff or like this time a commission with Lumine. Any time there was a chance to come here and see Zhongli, Diluc took it without any hesitation. He was quite worried Zhongli might find him bothersome but it never seem to be the case. He was even first to extend an invitation to Diluc on several occasions.

It was impossible not to fall in love with Zhongli. And he knew he wasn’t the only one who fell victim to his charms but - and it might’ve been just Diluc’s wishful thinking, but he felt like he was, for lack of a better word, special to Zhongli too. He just didn’t know in what way. Was it the same for Zhongli as it was for him? He had no idea and the biggest problem was that even after years he still wasn’t ready to ask and hear the answer.

“Should we take a walk?” Zhongli’s voice pulled him out of his head but the glowed hand gently laying on his own clasped hands, short circuit his brain for a moment. “It’s quite embarrassing to admit but the sunset always reminds me of you.” Was he purposely trying to cause Diluc a heart attack? Because it was certainly heading in that direction and Diluc almost wanted to slap himself across the face when he thought it wouldn’t be a bad way to go. “The sky takes on those beautiful colors, almost the same shade as your hair.” And Zhongli said he was embarrassed? Because right now it looked like Diluc was embarrassed and he was more than sure that the sky’s not the only thing in the same color as his hair. “I’m sorry. I hope I’m not making you uncomfortable.” Zhongli added somewhat cautiously, not breaking the eye contact. And Diluc was impressed with himself that he wasn’t the one to brak it despite all the things Zhongli said.

“No!” Diluc raised his voice surprising both of them. “You’re not I’m just... uhh, I’m just not used to the compliments.” He admitted and tried his hardest to ignore the warmth that flooded his face.

“Oh, that is a shame indeed.” Zhongli hummed. “Beautiful things should be appreciated.” He decided, squeezing Diluc’s hands a little.

Yup, Diluc was ready to die. There was no way he could win or come out of this alive.

[softzhongli]

summary: a closer look at the most exclusive group chat in all teyvat. we have two oblivious idiots in love, two horny bastards afraid of their feelings, a grumpy cat and his sunshine boyfriend and one very single and tired girl... among many many others warnings: swearing, probably some angst info: crack fic, multi-chaptered, social media au, not much difference they just have phones lmao pairings: childe x kaeya // xiao x venti // zhongli x diluc + lumine and other characters requests: open posted: 18/02/2022 a/n: me? making lumine’s birthday today just because it’s my birthday? more likely than you think lmao 😂 this is the most self indulgent chapter i’ll ever post but it’s my birthday so you can’t be mad at me ☠️😇 sorry it’s the rules 🤷🏻‍♀️

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CHAT: R.I.P. KAEYA ☠️ ⮡  members: lumine / diluc / xiao / venti / childe / kaeya / zhongli / thoma (+albedo yet again lmao)

lumine: dear santa

lumine: for this birthday i’d like a girlfriend/boyfriend

lumine: or both? both’s good too

lumine: I’m not picky

lumine: 😇 😇 😇

kaeya: i think you have the wrong guy lol

kaeya: but...

kaeya: 😏

lumine: KAEYA! NO!

kaeya added albedo to the group

kaeya: 😇

lumine: omg

albedo: well this one time i’m glad i was added here

albedo: happy birthday @lumine

lumine: aww ohmygod

lumine: iloveyou @albedo thank you so much!

albedo: you’re welcome

albedo left the group.

lumine: omg i’m serious, i love him asdfghjkl

kaeya: that was my birthday gift for you

kaeya: you’re welcome and happy birthday!

lumine: thanks lol

kaeya: where’s my ‘i love you’ ?????

lumine: lost in the mail? idk 🤷🏼‍♀️

venti: WOHOO!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIEEE!!!! 🖤🖤🖤

lumine: wohoo! thank you, bestie!!! 🖤

lumine: still waiting for that bf/gf tho

diluc: happy birthday @lumine

zhongli: yes, happiest of birthdays @lumine, i hope you’re having a wonderful day. you earned it. we should definitely celebrate, next time you’re in liyue :)

lumine: @zhongli don’t make me cry challenge 😭🖤

lumine: @diluc 🖤

xiao: happy birthday.

lumine: you guysss! 

lumine: aw, i love you!

kaeya: gross

lumine: shut up and let me love you 

childe: have a sexy birthday @lumine 😏

lumine: CHILDE asdfghjkl

lumine: come here and make it sexy *wink wink*

kaeya: 😑

lumine: @kaeya it’s my birthday go be jealous somewhere else

childe: @lumine 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️

lumine: so... who’s coming to mondstadt to drink to celebrate *me*?

kaeya: weren’t you supposed to be in inazuma?

venti: ME!!!

lumine: yeah, but long story short my trip got delayed and i’m going tomorrow

lumine: @diluc drinks for free for the birthday girl?

diluc: ...

lumine: 🥺

diluc: fine, let’s say it’s a birthday gift

lumine: you’re the best! 🖤

venti: nice!

diluc: @venti you’re still paying

venti: idk what that word means

diluc: of course you don’t

venti: 😇

lumine: @kaeya you back from liyue?

childe: we’re both back

lumine: pls tell me you’re gonna come and drink with us

lumine: i need drunk chaeya

childe: definitely!

lumine: 🖤

lumine: @diluc wbu?

diluc: i don’t drink

lumine: i know 🙄

lumine: but you still can hang out with us

diluc: 😕

lumine: DILUC!

diluc: okay, okay 🙄

thoma: @lumine happy birthday bby 🥵😏

lumine: omgg, thansk sexxy 🔥

thoma: i guess the party’s in full swing huh?

lumine: we’re playing truth or daer

lumine: diluc’s mad at me cuzz i dared chaeya to give me a lap dance

childe: @lumine STOP SEXTING AND PAY ATTENTION TO MY SEXY ASS

lumine: YOU’RE ASS IS FLAT

lumine: KAEYA HAS BEETRT ASS THAN YOU

kaeya: yeah, i do 🥵

childe: THE DISRESPECTTTT ☠️

kaeya: stop lying, you love mu ass 

childe: yeah, i fucing do 🔥🔥🔥

kaeya: 😘

childe: 🖤

kaeya: 🖤

lumine: I’M SO SINGLEEEE ☠️😭

diluc: this was a huge mistake...

zhongli: haha @diluc how are you holding up?

diluc: much better now :)

zhongli: :)

zhongli: i should visit you soon

diluc: yeah, you should :)

lumine: even dadds r flrting now

lumine: THOMA WERE ARE YOU????

lumine: BE SNGLE WITH MEEE

thoma: i regret not being there right now, i wanna see you drunk 

lumine: lol mean

venti: WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME WE’RE TALKING HERE NOW???? I’VE BEEONTALKING TO NOBODY FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES NOW 

venti: asdfghjkl

kaeya: lmaoooo

lumine: @venti we have too wrk on operationn chaeya while thy stlll drunk

venti: omg yessss

childe: me2!

kaeya: ur a part of chaeya @childe u cant work w them

childe: but i ship them

diluc: i think i have a headache

zhongli: it’s a shame i’m too far away to help

diluc: honestly, i’m feeling better just talking to you

zhongli: you flatter me, diluc

diluc: :)

lumine: # chaeya n zhonglic confrmed